I don't know?

You did it again last night, didn't you?

I heard about it on the wire though, which worries me. It means they're getting onto you, another step closer to finding out who you really are. Please be careful, I don't want to see you hurt again. I don't think I can take losing you as well, no matter how noble the cause.

The worst part in my mind is no matter how many people shout and riot and die for the cause, I don't think the hatred will stop. They will still keep us the downtrodden workers of this class-based state, no matter how many times we protest. No class above cares, we're just the blue-collar workers, hidden from view and lobotomised when we don't follow the rules.

Kane told me you were right as well to keep boiling the water, there is something in it. He thinks that's what's keeping the Southern Sector so docile despite all the crap that's happening there. He also said that might be what's increasing the spread of the disease. I know you said he's sometimes a crackpot, but I'm starting to think there might be more truth to his theory that they are actually spreading it. Especially since Genetech just announced they may be able to modify a vat-grown fetus to be completely obedient.

Whatever the truth may be, please stay safe. I want to see you again one day. I want to see you for real as well, not just as a news article and not as an obituary.

All my love,
The-Girl-By-The-Window.

Regards,
Adam O'Grady

PS: Self-sabotage tears me to pieces.