Crash Landings

I guess Time proved once again that I'm not always a good person. Through a combination of my own idiocy and impulsive thinking, I jeopardised my relationship with the Girlfriend (it seems common amongst bloggers to replace real names with fake ones, so here I go). Foolish as my actions were, with different times and different places, they would have made me a happy man. A shame for the unfathomable nature of universes made distinct by small choices.

I'm not here to contest the morality of my decisions or to punish myself, the demons who flay my soul for my sins have done enough of that. Mitigating factors and excuses aside, it is time to move on with life. The Girlfriend is surprisingly not too bothered about it all and has advised me to move on with my current course of actions (work, study, kill, repeat).

To compound my recent desires to spread discord through myself and those I know, I've seemingly taken it upon myself to burn my ambitions and proactively work towards ruin as my previously studious habits now lie in ashes. Thankfully tonight I was able to take some time to re-ignite those flames, hopefully beginning to get back on track, to make sure that I can prove to myself and everyone else that I can not just reach for the stars, but touch them too.

On the work front of life's war, the job has been partially stagnant, I need to be more on the watch for things to do though, which I'll aim for over the coming days. I should hopefully be progressing work more into the domain of one of the top social networking sites, helping to increase brand awareness and make us appear "hip" to the new generation. All-in-all, following our parent company seems to be the word of the now.

To finance, with my lowered pay rate (full-time study would not go well with full-time work) I've come accross difficulties living life to the same extent I was before. Unfortunately, this comes at the same time as my desire to "get on the gear" increases. So I'm learning to cut back on excess expenditure in general, hoping to save some money and achieve a few more goals this year.

On a different and more pleasant note, it's been nice to meet and converse with some new faces. To Fox, it's been a pleasure to get to know you better, how odd that we had never gotten to really talk, despite how interlinked our friend's are. To good times ahead.

So onwards to new times, both pleasant and painful, fruitful and wasteful.
In the words of one of the greatest Captains who ever lived;
"Make it so."

Regards,
Adam O'Grady