"Fruity Lexia"

For the first time in forever, I'm aiming to drink away my problems.
For the first time in even longer, it's working.

I feel quite happy chatting both to the person with whom I'm having problems and to internet randoms, no longer having to care about shit because I'm drunk.

What I'm drinking is cheap, horrible and surprisingly drinkable in large quantities.

Regards,
Adam O'Grady

Get over yourself you fat fuck.

Weather

Dear Mother Earth,

In the past, we've both maintained a few professional courtesies. Namely, you don't piss on me while I'm carrying a laptop and I hunt endangered (but delicious) species for fun and profit. However I believe today this agreement has been broken quite severely. It was only my quick-thinking and cat-like reflexes that enabled me to protect Jesus every time you let another golden shower cascade on our fair city.

So I'm officially declaring it open-fucking-season. I will make sure to drink panda soup and eat white rhinocerous jerky while dynamite fishing for whales and shooting bald eagles. The endangered species list is now my menu.

Your move, bitch.

Regards,
Adam O'Grady

PS: Today I had my in-lab programming test. I don't think I did that well. Sad-face.

You.

How long has it been?

It's been so fucking long since you made me.

So long since you made me like this.

And if I could go back all that time, I would hunt you down and kill you so you never got the chance to experiment on me. I don't care if I never had any of the experience your damage gave me, I would trade it all right now.

Crashing.

I keep getting dragged further down, no matter how much I struggle. I can't breathe and most of all, I can't figure out how to complete any of my assigned work. I've put myself up against a wall once more, I've started to distrust everyone, letting paranoia ensare me in it's thorny tendrils.

Please let me see this one through.

Regards,
Adam O'Grady

General Update

Living life, doing assignments, working.

I'm sure the slow build up of stress and tension will produce a more thought provoking blog soon enough. Either that or I accidentally take out a decent portion of the city with an improvised nuclear device.

General Update

Still been good overall, I guess not much to report overall.

Studying, working on assignments, working.

Went out on the weekend, really enjoyed the time out with Jaynnie, I love the few times we go out drinking together, they are sometimes amazing fun.

I also sat down and cleaned out all of the internals on Ramirez, running a lot faster and efficient and looking more beautiful. Also reformatted him, might change out the possibly faulty drive for my spare 1TB to use as a media drive.

Regards,
Adam O'Grady

General Update

I love you beer. But like swords, you go right through me. I should not have to pee so much while enjoying my Daniel-infused Sunday. However we're looking more at the idea of moving and it's getting even more exciting, I really do think this could work out great for both of us. I think I need a bit of the mental headroom that comes with a bedroom of your own where you can shut off from the world. So far I only have Ramirez and Jesus as my "rooms" to escape to and they don't even truly exist.

You talked to me tonight and it felt nice to chat for a short while.

Also, I'm feeling pretty good about starting some hard work on some of my upcoming assessments. This should be fun.

Regards,
Adam O'Grady